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Soldier Speaks Up A Decade After Pat Tillman’s Friendly-Fire Death

Ten years after the friendly fire incident in Afghanistan that killed U.S. Army Ranger and former NFL star Pat Tillman, one of the soldiers who mistakenly pulled the trigger says he's still haunted by demons from the night of April 22, 2004.

Steven Elliott tells NPR's All Things Considered that on the night of the incident, he could see only "shadowy figures" and had every reason to believe that when his squad leader, Sgt. Greg Baker, opened fire on what turned out to be Tillman's position, that there were no "friendlies" in the area.

"We'd all been firing our weapons at various positions, up to that point, effectively enemy positions," Elliot tells ATC host Melissa Block. "The sun had been set for roughly 20 minutes so the lighting conditions were poor to say the least."

Elliott, an ex-Army Ranger who carried an M240 Bravo machine gunner who was in his first-ever firefight on the night Tillman was killed, spoke publicly for the first time to ESPN recently. By way of background, ESPN writes:

"The events leading up to one of the most infamous friendly-fire deaths in U.S. military history were rife for second-guessing from the start: After an Army Humvee broke down in the mountains, Tillman's platoon was ordered divided by superiors so that the Humvee could be removed; a local truck driver was hired as the hauler. But the two groups struggled to communicate with each other as they traversed the steep terrain. And the second group soon became caught in a deafening ambush, receiving fire as it maneuvered down a narrow, rocky canyon trail."Tillman's group, which had traveled ahead, scaled a ridgeline to provide assistance to fellow Rangers under attack. But a squad leader, Sgt. Greg Baker, in Elliott's armored vehicle misidentified an allied Afghan soldier positioned next to Tillman as the enemy and opened fire, killing the Afghan and prompting Elliott and two other Rangers to fire upon what Elliott called shadowy images, later learned to have been Tillman and then-19-year-old Bryan O'Neal."

Forensic experts have determined that rounds from Elliott's weapon were probably not the ones that killed Tillman and O'Neal. But, that doesn't change anything, he tells NPR.

He says on the evening of the incident, he saw his squad leader engage Tillman's position and followed suit.

"I remember thinking for just a second or two but what felt like longer – your perception of time in the midst of a firefight can be distorted – that if he'd fired, and without any other information to indicate a friendly position, that I should also fire," he says.

Tillman's family was initially told that their son was killed by enemy fire. It was not until more than a month later that they learned the actual details of his death.

Among those who were kept in the dark were Spc. Tillman's own brother, Kevin, a fellow Ranger in Elliott's own platoon.

Elliott says he and others were instructed by their unit leaders "not to discuss [the incident] with folks outside the unit and that was mainly because it was still under investigation.

"I was operating on a certain level of naiveté, I believe," he says. "[I Thought] senior leaders were trying to protect the family and I had no idea they were being deceived at any point."

Elliott says he felt "very conflicted" about not talking to Kevin about the tragedy.

"I always felt like I didn't know what to say to Kevin," Elliott say. "It felt like something that you just wanted to avoid and it grieves me to no end that I didn't make the effort at that time."

To this day, Elliott, who has struggled with alcoholism, PTSD and divorce, all of which he traces to the friendly fire episode, says he has never communicated directly with the Tillman family.

"I always felt very conflicted about that," he tells NPR. "I knew that they were just hurt beyond belief .... [both in] losing Pat but and in the depth of the deception."

He says he hopes one day to talk to them.

In the meantime, he reconciled and remarried his wife in 2010. And, he's talked to others who have been in friendly fire incidents, mostly soldiers who served in Vietnam.

"In some of those conversations, I felt like I was looking in a mirror," he said, choking up. "I saw the 1,000 yard stare in their eyes. Just the unresolved emptiness and hurt that that brings."

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